[中文]因为有你，我开怀大笑

因为有你，我悲伤啜泣

你开心时我随你欢笑

你哭泣时我同你悲伤

我就这么悲伤的笑着



因为有你，我收获良多

我欣赏到酒精的乐趣

我感受到抽烟的欢愉

我有了对网络的迷恋

因为有你，我也失去不少

学习不再用心

与家人联系渐少

与朋友沟通渐疏



我知道，只因有你，我冰心融化

只因有你，我铁石心肠

我知道，只因有你，我将心扉打开

只因有你，我对他人关上心窗

我知道，这是天意，你我相遇在茫茫人海之中

这是命运，我们分离在夜色朦胧的绿茵场



为何？为何在时隔半年之后却又开始追寻那段飘远的爱情

为何？为何在我极力远离现实中的你却在梦境里围绕你身旁



这一切的一切，终让我明白

不是因为天意，不是因为命运，也不是因为你

都是因为我自己，因为我的固执、我的坚持、我的天真

这一切的一切，终让我相信

(...)



一直以来，我认为是因为你，是为了你，我做了这一切

如今看来，我是因为我自己，为了自己，我才做了这一切

2000-8-8[/中文]
[外文]For you, I laugh gaily，grieve deeply

I laugh while you smile, grieve while you cry

I laugh grievedly,

For you, I gain so much

the enjoyment of drinking

the pleasure of smoking

the addiction of surfing

For you, I lose so much,

the concentration on study

the contact with family

the communication with friends

I know,only for you, my heart ice-broken

only for you, my heart iron-turned

I know,only for you, I leave my heart window open

only for you, I keep my heart window closed to others

I know,it is providence that we meet among the ocean of heads

it is destiny that we separate in the football field in the dark

Why? Why I give up the pursuing but restart it half a year later

Why? Why I exert to be away from you in the daytime but frequently around you in dreams

All of these,make me finally comprehend

it is not because of providence,destiny,nor you

it is right because of myself,my stubborn,my persistence,my simplicity

All of these,make me finally believe

(...)

Previously, I hold that it is because of you,for you, I′ve done all these

Presently, I realize that it is because of myself, for myself, I′ve done all these

Jun 4th.2000 -----Frank[/外文]